"Im so crazy thinking everything will be stable. When I’m calm and relax, things star to fall apart."
so hey, my life is kinda perfect right now but no it’s not actually perfect really, some things just feel perfect but some are fucked up and i dont care anymore cos i never thought that it’s actually gonna be okay anymore. going back, here i am hoping that this happy life can actually lasts and guess what, i am not that happy to be happy because im afraid, cos happiness dont usually happen to me and when it does i start to worry because i know that bad things will going to happen next. does it makes sense? i dont know. maybe it is so easy to tell myself to enjoy whatever i have, or to make the most out of my everything but it’s not that simple, i wish it is but it’s not. it will never be.
iintindihin ko lahat ng gagawin mo, wag ka lang mambababae. sa totoo lang
maybe we just have to learn how to appreciate things that we have cos maybe we’ll just realize their importance when theyre gone. and that’s not a very good thing to happen.
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