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Another relationship just ended in my life. The first long term relationship I’ve had in my whole life is gone. At first, I never thought that I’m gonna be able to move on, it was painful, really hard. I didnt know what I am without him, I didn’t know how I’m gonna make another day alone. My body’s collapsing I felt so tired without doing anything. But thinking what we’ve had makes me strong, an emotionally painful relationship, it was a poison in my life that i needed to take away. I knew it was hard but with a courage i took from my friends and family, I happened to let him go. Before our anniversary, I already got every reason to leave him, but i did not bcos i loved him too much. And i was so stupid for holding on to him for a very long time. It’s been a month wiithout him in my life, he keeps on texting me stupid messages, hate messages, etc. The more he do that, the more I think that I really made the right decision. I thought I knew him well enough, but i was wrong, because when I saw him doing what he’s doing right now, it seems like he’s not the guy I fell in love with. He’s like a complete different guy today. An asshole. 

But now, Im writing this post to get off my feelings. Im moving on and no one can stop me. Not even him. I want to love myself and give more time with my friends. I unfriended him on facebook and I dont wanna give a fuck about him anymore. I’ve given him everything and the only thing I could do right now is to stop, to leave him alone and to give importance to myself. I was so focused on him the past year but he didn’t appreciate it. Now Im gone in your life, for good. :-)

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4 months ago
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9 months ago
Hi Loves,

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9 months ago

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9 months ago

Hi pls follow @paperkitesph on instagram. An on-going online shop. :-)

9 months ago
yanilavigne:

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yanilavigne:

More?

10 months ago | 52,798 notes
im happy 10 months ago

"Im so crazy thinking everything will be stable. When I’m calm and relax, things star to fall apart."

so hey, my life is kinda perfect right now but no it’s not actually perfect really, some things just feel perfect but some are fucked up and i dont care anymore cos i never thought that it’s actually gonna be okay anymore. going back, here i am hoping that this happy life can actually lasts and guess what, i am not that happy to be happy because im afraid, cos happiness dont usually happen to me and when it does i start to worry because i know that bad things will going to happen next. does it makes sense? i dont know. maybe it is so easy to tell myself to enjoy whatever i have, or to make the most out of my everything but it’s not that simple, i wish it is but it’s not. it will never be.

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